i'm immune, b.c. i am bringing and being the value and you can see m(s) e at h e value w/e i.d., you can see me eat the value (w/e) i.d. & h and e/b (i) t 0/0 t/h (a) d (kn) ew/e i.d.
reflection in process, i am being reminded that relationships bring shit up, you know, triggers, unconscious, unresolved issues
don tells me i am "unaccountable," that i do what i "want," which is never what don wants me to do under his "attentive- ye- i-d-.
i choose not to be in a relationship with don, to illustrate NOW i am doing what i want (0) f/full (e) ye i.d.
further, i am well aware, that this emotional kerfluffle produced by don on me, is about stealing my *H*0n0re : he didn't do the work, of paying attention, being conscious and conscientious, being patient in giving the benefit of the doubt to relate honestly to date & bring (i) t 0/0 t(h) e/n (d)(kn) 0 w/e (L/L) I.D.
he-t- didn't do the work and he-t- can't by & buy competing on me (w/e) i.d. I don't care how much h-(t-) a- s/s- t- (h-) e- (a-) d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- the pro-verb-i-all- (e-) ye- w/e- - bring to the t~a/b L e (a) t (h) rue w/e (L/L) i.d. ye-we- dumb-fuck- didn't sell, didn't (h) a' s/s (t) e L/L (h) D ~(s) ew/e i.d.
i don't care how much false h-a-s/s- (t-) e- (e-) d- e/b- (i-) t- 0/0- t- h- f- a- c- (e-) t- heir- e- d/d- (h-) e- ye- (a-) t- he- re- d- i don't care how much false haste you create on me to falsely d-ate- this work, of being pre/sent, prescient client, takes consciousness ~ t ~ 0/0 t/h (a) d ew/e i.d., r(h) e a L/L (e) a p (L) a ce in/n (e) g/g ~ 0/d (kn) ew/e (L/L) i.d. ~ (h) i.d. e/b t (h) e x (t) p0 s e(i) d ~ e/b (i) t (h)(b) ass (kn) 0 w/e (L/L) i.d. & "you" are not producing this value in yourself in the market-p-(L-) a- ce- (e-) d- e/b- (i-) t- (h-) ass- (t-) e- L/L- (D-)(e- g/g-) ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- (0-) f-x-f- 0-r- (e-) d- some one else "2" -x- t-0-0- t- h- f- a-c- (e-) t- (b-) u- - m/m- e- (ye-) n- (d-)(kn-) ew/e- (re-d-) s-
he-t- is simply creating an ignoramous distraction of feelings for, by & buy no reason - e- vain- & then stealing my honor, with "odes" to also steal and / or diminish my self esteem, and then supplant my present self with the gall to start telling me what to do, as if i never ever had the pur (e) v (i) e w/e i.d. purview/ (h) e a v e n (d)(kn) ew/e (i.d.) s
i am being used as a bloated prop to
t-(b-) re- ad- (kn) ew/e- (re- d-) s- & to e- g- g- 0- 0-0-0-0- s- e- (i-) d- e/b- t- (b-) a- g- (0-d-) re- w/e-(re-) d- - (h-) a- (n-) d- (h-) e- ye- id- (s-) u-d- ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- 0/0- t-h- (e-) ad- (g-s-) u/s- t- (b-) a- s/s- k- (r-) ew/e- (re-) d-
never e~ver (e) t 0/0 L(h) a(n)D (kn) ew/e i.d.
my work end of june, early july 2020 has been remodling hotel bathrooms. The last bit before the job wraps is caulking the tile shower inset. some one, previous to me and my work, used clear silicone where they should have used a white caulk to match the white tile, and what is already the pattern on the tile wall face surface. A 15 minute caulk job now costs me an hour (and plus) to knock down, and clean up, so the job can be done right. Some of the things I notice and say to myself, shaking my head : "hold your (caulk / bead) line, Man!" I can't believe I am getting rid of clear caulk smeared on white glossy tile that is "standard" 1 to 2 inches from the 1/8 to 1/4" crevice. If that weren't bad enough, I found a splotchy area where the person unloaded lots of silicone, with elevationS, 5 inches out, with fingers.
Clear looks fine at the time, however this silicone is going to gather dirt and dust, and I am not sure if the hotel cleaners are going to know, t 0/n e get rid of this stupid indecent unnecessary "b-i/t-" and 2, this exposed silicone "t-(r-) a- ill- is going to look like shit, pretty soon, and stay that way.
wrong application, wrong product all over the place. My thoughts after cleaning up this mess, is that the person that applied the silicone, in such a messy manner, should be the one to clean it up, so they understand, the ruse, abuse, miss use, they "made" / they w/-0-0-d- "make" someone else do, to get it right, for the next person in the trade lines & or client / home owner.
clear silicone that is going to gather dirt, and yellow and age (even before use) with cleaning product and dust is a cheap way to get the drive-by "grade" to get p-(L-) a- i-d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- There is no 'longevity' in this miss-(t-) a- ke- , in the sense of real lasting value produced = equal and sequel to the substrate.
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