the spider spins a web , and can feel any thing that wiggles, and knows what line it is in, and can go and get it. any wiggle goes back to the spider, in the center.
t- (r-) 0- L/L- (e-) D- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- (s-) ew/e- (re-) d-
(h-) 0/n- e- c- k- (t-) e- ye- i-d- (j-) u-d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d-
(g-) ew/e- (i-) t- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d- ew/e- (re-) d-
(s-) 0- (f-) t- (h-) f- (t-) 0-r- (k-) t- (b-) u/n- (d-) ew/e- (re-) d- - e/b- (i-) t- (b-) a- s/s- k- (r-) ew/e- (re-) d- (s-) 0- w/00- d-(s-) u-d-(g-) ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- (u-) be- am- (e-) u-s- e- (re-) d-
creating t- h- (e-) at- e- vain- n- (d-) ate- then blaming & judging donkey- e- vain- (d-) (g-)(s-)(us-) ew/e- (re-) d-
with the pr-0-ce-s/s- t- 0ff- (r-) e/e- f- Le- (x-) c- t- (i-) 0/n- e- vain- (d-)(s-) 0/n- (e-) g-g- (r-) 0/d- ew/e- (re-) d-
in (t) e g/g e r ~ e (a) t (h) ass (t) e L/L (h) D
not interested in talking *about* a theory ye-we- are not willing to invest in ~ e ye (a) t 0/0 t/h (a) d ew/e i.d.
i don't have a fear of abandoment or rejection from another for being myself, b.c. e ye raised myself
sporting about the L an (d) ew/e i.d. vs-
eL- an - (d-) ew/e- (re-) d- (j-0-) b- 0- r- (e-) n- (d-) ew/e- i-d- e/b- (i-) t- (h-)rue- w/e- (re-) d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d-
just (a) s/s (t) a ye (in/n) g/g ~ (e) t 0/0 t/h (e) i/t (h) rue w/e (L/L) i.d. ~ (e) g/g (0/d) s (m) u s/s (t) e i.d. ~ (h) 0've i.d. (h) i.d. ew/e i.d.
ye-we- have to make something up-t-0/0- t- h-(r-)e- ad- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- (j-) u-d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d-
b.c. e-ye-w/e- don't have (i) t 0/0 t/h (r) u e w/e (L/L) i.d. (h) ew/e i.d. ye-we- are not producing value (w/e) i.d. so ye-we- have to make something up-t- "creating" competition to get-0ff- t- h- (b-)(r-) 0ugh- t- (b-) aLL- (D-) 0/t- (b-) 0/0- t- (b-) 0- s/s- (L-) 0- t- (h--) rue-w/e- (re-) d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- 0/0- t/h- c- 0- (n-) t- in- u- e- w/e- (re-) d- (s-) ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- 0/0- L- (b-) e- (n-) d- (h-) i/t- (ch-) 0 - w/- (h-) 0-r- (e-) d- (j-) u-d- (g-) e- w/e- (re-) d-
ye-we- get your own person-nail- jesus- (t-) 0/0- t- (h-)(c-) ass- (t-) e/e- t- he- (i-) t- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- - e/b- (i-) t- 0/0- t- h- (f-) e/e- L- (e-) i/t- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d- (j-) u-d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- (h-)(c-) a- s/s- (k-) t- (h-)(c-L-) ass- (t-) 0- (0-) L- (e-) D- (g-) e- r- (e-) i/t- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d-
ye-we- (re-) d- can't go A H (ea) D -&- ye-we- want me to produce this work for free -?- n0 t e ve (in)n d
i look at ye-we- & i didn't d (kn) 0/t become ye-we- (re-) d-
= this is my value (w/e) i.d. e/b (i) t (u) be am (e) u/s e i.d. e/b (i) t (u/b) e am (e) u s/s (t) e i.d. (s) am (e) u s/s (t) e i.d. ew/e i.d.
roger that , that is what i text to roger. he probably gets that a lot, as i got no response. anyway, roger tells me to let him know what i need on the job site and he will bring it. i do, i text him, i need featherweight (blue lid) joint compound / mud. i text again, and i call. he forgets. he reminds me in person when i see him to let him know what i need. i remind him that i did. then roger tells me, to understand, he has many hats and businesses he is running. which seems to me, without pointing this out to roger, the business owner, that he is both holding me accountable to him to be accountable, you know, with my 'ways and means' and then not holding himself accountable to me for speaking ... the value he apparently wants (as he has spoken of it too th and e/b t h rue)... it is a curious "loop hole" that he wants me to speak the value of my tooth to him, and on his side their is always a "loop hole" of his own m- (e-) a- id- "provision" you know, his other businesses i "2" -x- too- have to be "a-war-e-" of and "accountable" - (a-) t- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d-
look ! : he advertised the job. be responsible to what you put other there. & i am not shading roger, in a damning sense. i feel he is upright / upstanding. (a previous sheriff / is my understanding ... so , so far, out of the gate, i have worked for a shyster "lawyer" aka "james" and roger that, a previous sheriff (t/h) at
you put the job out there / my eye for critique is efforts to fine tune our relations, to get what you ... pre sum e able ye w/an t ~ 0ff (t) h (b) 0ugh t ... 0/0 t h (a) d ew/e i.d. (j) 0 b (e) at (h) rue w/e (L/L) i.d.
i can shade on "james" for ever. he -t- breeds discontent as a laywer and now "pain-t- (h-) e- re- d/d- (h-) e- ye- (a-) t- " he-t- doesn't build value w/e i.d. he-t- advertises a job, then breeds discontent by not paying you, to builld his fucking value- w/e- (re-) d- (j-) u-d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d-
bankruptcy lawyer, is my understanding, and i think he has been disbarred. amber looked his name up : "James T. Grew" at "Brush with Color" in Portsmouth, NH New Hampshire
he-t- talks a good talk, he-t- says his forte is running a business ... after he makes you upchuck from the abuse of dangling a job for you to do the work, and not get paid thru, then ply you with a constant trot of diarrhea mouth that he feels for you "a L0 t" : he-t- spins you a line, of - a- (c-) t- (r-) 0- (0-) t- of nothing you need to hear, (employee to employer) wile never getting to paying you for the money for work exchange owed. he-t- strings you along - all- (d-) 0/n- (e-) g-g- (r-) 0- (w/e-)(re-) d- e/b-( (i-) t- (h-)(c-) ass- (t-) 0- (0-) L- (e-) D-(g-) ew/e- (re-) d-
(h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d- (s-) ew/e- (re-) d- (g-) ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d- - (j-) 0-b- (L-) e- (a-) t- (h-) e- re- d/d- (h-) ew/e- (re-) d- e/b- (i-) t- (h-)(c-) ass- (kn-) ew/e- (re-) d-
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